But I can't deny, I'm afraid...
I'm afraid of letting my guard down because building it up was how I learned to deal with life's harsh realities.
I'm afraid of caring too much about a person because I know how heartbreaking being let down can be.
I'm afraid of doing too much in terms of relationships because I never want to be that annoying girl that doesn't get the hint.
I really want to give the rabid doberman pincher's protecting my heart and soul a break and just be the female I am. Independent but needy at times. Understanding though unreasonable every now and then. And strong but allowed to be weak once in while. I just want to just be the unadulterated uncensored, unedited me with someone who gets that and won't abandon me for it.
Is that too much to ask?